Somewhere Between Alone and Lonely II

Somewhere Between Alone and LonelyNo more tears of sadness

No screams of pain from wrongs past

Sole silence

Nothing forgiven nor forgotten

Yet, thy choice for a temporary truce is obvious

Time has come

Exist among these creatures of a forgetful god

This shall never be acceptance

Thus, it is more a resignation

One needs to stop running once in a lifetime.

(December 10th 2010 – Lucianus)

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“When you have nobody you can make a cup of tea for, when nobody needs you, that’s when I think life is over.” ― Audrey Hepburn



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Light and Shadow II / An Intimate Moment Within Myself

“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” ― Plato20725_545629835465394_1066811370_n


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Close and Away

Oh Heavens above are there any tears You still ask of me
For there are none but what I have lost
And You, who dares to watch from high above, are but heartless
Devoid of soul
Oh, how I would have loved to set my eyes upon your face one last time
Caress your worries away…

Lucianus 2012

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If You Go Away (Ne Me Quitte Pas)

It seems at times the universe works so that you can finally get in touch with the pain you’re feeling, but never allowed yourself to admit to it and allow it to come to the surface. This is how I came across this video collage this afternoon, with a wonderful song sang by Barbara Streisand.

I would like to re-dedicate it to all those we have loved and lost. Most of all I want to dedicate it to myself, the ME which has been lost and replaced by a shadow of my former self.

“If you leave without a reason, don’t come back with an excuse.” – Uknown


Questo Vuoto Esploderá…

To be held

To come undone

As savage waves of dark mist attack your every step

Moving forward is futile while looking back you are

Moment of truth

Silence within

Allows all that is to become unraveled, exploding, yet vaguely visible…

For eyes not meant to see

Ears are deaf

Souls trapped

As hearts are frozen.

Time, like death’s grip, holds you in its mighty crush

Desperate to escape

One last breath

Deep, as you drown


By Words Beheaded

Pace by pace – marching one step closer to my death

Thus, unfortunate soul on its shoulders adding weight

– for it is easier longing for closure like a stubborn fever

crashing my being, hurtful…

At last, I am my own savior – my long lost kingdom gone

Knights, swords drawn, regal on each side

One of them shall cut my head

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